Hollow

I still have approximately 3 weeks left before the semester officially ends and i feel like i'm STILL at the beginning of the first 3 weeks of this semester. shitz. and my pimples are popping out everywhere on my face - sign of pressure, which i suspect may lead to depression... as how i am feeling now. yesterday wasn't a good day... almost wanted to scream my head off at One Utama but then ended up biting my bag strap... today ALSO is not a good day... this one not here that one not there... have to run errand and on top of that... bebeh is standing right in front mumbling to herself and straying away from the topic... as usual... FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I really am wondering if i can pull through the remaining 3 weeks without having a breakdown... It's only so much i can stand... but i don't want to explode... no no no no no no no no no no no


when days are bleak
when darkness are comfort
when emotions go weak
pray that it's not too late

A fateful day

Many hearts will be changed today as we have just lost our First Lady, Datin Seri Endon Mahmood, to cancer.

Yet again, we're reminded that life is a very fragile thing..... and regardless of what we are or who we are, death care for no status nor money nor power.

Our deepest condolences to the Prime Minister and the family.... may they be well and happy always.

In touch with emotional needs of a woman

Got this from forwarded mail....

This one's a riot ! :D

....I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ somuch. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I havenever figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, thepassion starts to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, Ijust want you to hold me."I said "WHAT????!!! What was that?!"So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads tohear..."You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enoughfor me to satisfy your physical needs as a man."She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for whoI am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?"Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went home. The verynext day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We wentout to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed departmentstore. I walked around with her while she tried on several different veryexpensive outfits.She couldn't decide which one to take so I told her we'll just buy them all.She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said lets get apair for each outfit. We went onto the jewellery apartment where she pickedout a pair of diamond earrings. Let me tell you...she was so excited. Shemust have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck.I started to think she was testing me because she asked for a tennisbracelet when she doesn't even know how to play tennis. I think I threw herfor a loop when I said, "That's fine, honey." She was almost nearing sexualsatisfaction from all of the excitement . Smiling with excited anticipationshe finally said, "I think this is all dear, let's go to the cashier."I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, "No honey , I don't feellike it."Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled"WHAT???!!!"I then said, "Really honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while.You're just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me tosatisfy your shopping needs as a woman."And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added, "Whycan't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?"Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either.